2 Corinthians 1:9-10
9 But we had the sentence of death in ourselves, that we should not trust in ourselves, but in God which raiseth the dead:
10 Who delivered us from so great a death, and doth deliver: in whom we trust that he will yet deliver us;
We all must recognize that before the coming of Christ we had a death sentence on our head. We were not worth saving, but God saw more in us. He used his own son to collect the debt. So the question I have for you, is what did God see in you? What purpose does he have for you? God saw you worthy enough to pay your debt. He saw something in you to call you to him. I encourage you to find that purpose. Seek out God and find your purpose in him.